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Found my Prince

I think i found my prince.Its funny how a stranger can actually mean alot to you .Its already been 3 months i guess we've been contacting .. as days goes by i fall for him a little deeper ..it feels shoo good to be inlove again..my ex boyfriends are all jerks .Everytime when im around him i just cant concentrate. It feels shoo good when he hug me i just dont wanna let go cause i know as he leave ill be missing him even just for a minute .. thats how big my love is for him..but im not sure if he feels that way too..even when imout with my girls , i just wish that i could have you around..he is such a sweetheart .. thats how i like it boo <3

Ne-yo - Together

Since the day that we met boyI've never had anyone make me feel this wayAnd my heart is sure it wants to be with youWanna give you the whole world If you make the promise to me, your gonna stay .What will it take to show you I'll be by your side Boy I got you and I want to give you what you never hadBoy everyday I hope to make you part of my lifeCause you know me and I know youBoy your love is where it's at.andI'm gonna be the love that's gonna last and be the one that got your backAint nothing never that badThat we will be togetherBoy we both made our mistakes and some we never wished we made but we'll be okay if we just stick togetherI know she left you strandedAnd you paid the price when you messed up your life boy I know you're so afraid but I can't right the wrongs she didI know you saw the picturea on Facebook and wonder how many boys ive been out withI done my share of playing games but for you I given up that life Baby you're the one I'm waiting for Because you give me what I needed moreBoy its clear that we are meant to be together we should be togetherEternally..

Misery .. I've been too sensitive this days ..Crazy nights.. I can't pretend anymore , acting like I'm a strong girl which I'm not .. Behind all the smiles I'm screaming inside seeking for help but it's like no ones listening . Sometimes I just cry at night so that no one will see . .I'm suffering deep inside .. I just wonder when will all this end . Everything that my parents put me through right now really breaks me down . Everynight I cry a million tears when everybody else asleep .Im Emotionless now .

Im Waiting for the guy who'll be my best friend, the person who'll drop everything to be with me at any time of the day no matter what, the guy who makes me smile like no other guy can and when he looks at me.. you know he needs you, the guy who thinks im beautiful even when my hairs a mess and you have no make-up on, the guy who will stay awake just 2 watch me sleep, the one who will call me just to hear my voice, but most of all wait for the guy who'll put me at the center of his universe, cuz obviously he'll be at the center of yours.

It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love, and I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that I’m better off without him...but then I’ll think of him and remember his smile and I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore. . Ask me why I keep on loving

Karma.Do you believe in it ? Like what goes around comes around . Well , I do . I've experience it . In my life , family comes first . I don't really need friends as they will not be there for you everytime . Sometimes , your own friend or so called ' bestfriend ' can diss you anytime they want or when things go wrong . People have been throwing dirt on my name but I keep it cool as I'm not at the losing end . Just keep the shit going as I couldn't care less . For now there's soo much haters hating on me , even my own blood , but still I rise . They say I'm bad and fat fuck but I know where I'm standing so suck it.I'm me.

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore

Sharmaine Abdat ♥
Mood:

in love
I'm nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys too easily.
I'm vulnerable to their lies.
I'm hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story.
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through.
I make excuses for everything in my life.
I'm not perfect and I'm glad because I think that would make me extremely boring ..
Hate me? Stop viewing.Thanks Loser
& That's how i ride
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